omg, what a feeling. and smell also.

we went to belgrade zoo for some wildness today. white young lions in our arms... this is lion gvozden.






osećaj je famozan, časna reč. lav u naručju, beli, mali. smrdi ko lav. i zove se gvozden. beo zoo vrt.

pun je mesec.



enjoy life! enjoy full moon!

well, i promised one more and here it is. more of the end band from the past. when i look back now, it was kind of exciting time which i could not detect then since when you're young all is exciting. this was filmed at concert in sarajevo back then, before the conflict, of course.





ko što sam obećala, još od the end benda od onomad. snimano na koncertu u sarajevu, pre rata, naravno.


enjoy the end (band) of the summer, enjoy life.

ne pišem jer nemam šta da kažem. verujem da je privremeno, jedno pola godine. LOL ok, šalim se. al ovo sam morala da metem jer je prva vizualizacija the end band-a ever na yt. me likes. a lot.

čujem da je ovo omiljena pesma na plejlisti u http://www.nextdoorcafe.sg/ nešto nisam blizu da proverim, al imam debeo razlog da im verujem na reč.

bilo kako bilo, the end band je ovo snimio pre par (ahem) godina dok su se još zvali tako. sad se zovu ruby's lounge. po ruby, naravno. dal da se ofarbam u crveno?

ruby's lounge su u fazi snimanja nove muzike za novo doba, hvala na pitanju. ostaje nam da napišem tekst za još jednu pesmu i da se umiksuje u blenderu. tako sam otkrila da sam famozan tekstopisac. yey!




ok, this is first visualization of the end band on yt ever. they say this is one of the fav_s at http://www.nextdoorcafe.sg/ playlist, which i have no reason to doubt. nice.

we made this some years ago while we were still named the end band. we rose to ruby's lounge, after ruby, of course, so i think of maybe changing color of my hair.... LOL anyways, ruby's lounge is in recording new material phase for new energy time that unfolds. and i found out that i'm perfect songwriter. thank you, ruby, the great!

stay put for new songs!

enjoy life, of course.

ovakvo je sunce bilo pre neki dan kad smo se vraćali kući sa putovanja. merci. hvala i gvozdenu što je uslikao.



ovo isto sunce se pomračuje danas, baš nekako za vreme tekme. ja navijam za holanđane, patriotski. moj muž bi rekao, mrzim južnoamerički fudbal, pa tako i španski. ja ne vidim razliku među fudbalima, navijam za holanđane od utakmice sa brazilom, jer sam se zatekla tamo, jelte.

jadni fudbaleri, nije im lako sa današnjim pomračenjem, grand crossom i ostalim nebeskim događajima. al, jebiga, nije ni kinta mala. što reko jedan pametan čovek, razumem igru, razumem i igrače, samo ne razumem one okolo. vala ni ja. napiju se ako njihovi pobede, napiju se ako njihovi izgube. ko da za pijanstvo treba razlog.

i pošto ne razumem, provešću pomračenje na terasi sa lastama i među novim bambusima koje sam si donela iz olandije u kuferu. naći će se valjda i neki komarac da mi pravi društvo.

kako je bilo na putu? pojma nemam, sanjala sam. i znam da baš nisam bila oduševljena što se vraćam u srbiju, koja me je ko svaka dobra mati dočekala sa milion govana. od da je riknuo usisvač, do da ne moš da se prevezeš sa aerodroma ako nemaš auto, ko ja što nemam, do... neću dalje.

iskreno, čekam da neka nacija povuče nogu i sruši sistem, onda će chain reaction, svi će se osveste da su ljudske strukture do sad izgrađene trulež i da bi valjalo menjati sve. počnimo od sebe. najteže, eh?

dok ne popadaju figure, uživajte u pomračenju. u životu jedincu.


this was the sun that presented itself to us on our way back home. thank you. thanks to gvozden for taking this photo.

this very sun is eclipsed today. grand cross, new moon, solar eclipse, ah, too many challenges for poor football players today at world cup. i don't get football, so i'm spending solar eclipse on my balcony among bamboo trees i brought in my suitcase from holland, also with swallows at dusk...

how was my trip? oh, i think i was dreaming actually. and a lot. not that i was thrilled about coming back to serbia that like good mother welcomed us with so many shit at once. so now i just wait for one nation that would loose it's patience and change the rules. that will trigger chain reaction so that we can change our human structures we so believe in and make new, hopefully better ones. but the first change is within ourselves. quite a task, eh? start digging.

in the meantime, enjoy eclipse. enjoy life! one and only. take good care of it.

well... you know. there is no place i like to be more than at pearl jam concert. really. there i feel like... alive. and how come that i manage to attend only one a year and i like this experience so much? dunno. it's about to change, i guess, i needed time to get it, i suppose.
concert was so... sweet. and short. i missed the half an hour since they played like one and half. ed was amazing, full of good energy as always. but i don't go to festivals any more. or at least not only at festivals. still very thankful for this at least and smarter for the future intentions.

kid liked the crowd and whole event, he led us to best spots i ever had on concert, rather close but he didn't like the drums hitting his guts. well, that's what drums are for, right? i liked it all. it was very intense and kinda set my days ahead...

ed by gvozden




and me by gvozden.




we enjoy really beautiful weather, just some rain, but gentle, not too chilly. we enjoy all. more pics to come, we're still on the road.

enjoy life. i do.

oh, new single, my favorite song from backspacer, by the way...




znate da nema mesta na kome više volim da se nalazim nego koncertu pearl jam. gde god. nekako se tu osećam... ko iz one pesme, alive. pa kako onda uspem da se domognem samo jedne svirke godišnje i to uvek u holandiji jer tu imam drigaricu? a? ne slažem se, te se to ima promeniti, valjda mi je trebalo da shvatim...

koncert je bio intenzivan. onako, prašenje, kako volimo, malo žvake, edova energija ko i uvek, za dizanje. al bre, čuku ipo. jebeni holandski novi provincijski zakon, gotova žurka do pola 11, još dan bre. svi smo zinuli, ostade mi bend dužan pola čuke minimum. da se zapiše. final touch, you know...

dete je volelo gužvu i da se probija kroz narod, našao nam najbolja mesta koja sam imala ikad, išao po vodu i sve, al nije voleo kako mu bubanj udara u stomak. eh... ja volela. kao i sve ostalo. hvala.

vreme bajno, provodimo se na bajkovima. i po plažama. i razvlačimo se ne zna se. ko na odmoru.

uživajte. ja uživam načisto.

ok, it seems like if i have to put bilingual blogs. no prob, as far as my english goes.

so, votexing at it's best, i'd say. summer, little more wet than necessary though, end of school year crowned by perfectly played ''macbeth'' and packing! which means, no work! ah. ah. nice. thank you.




and tomorrow is first lunar eclipse in 2010, try to enjoy, what else?!

we therefore expect air-companies and pearl jam personnel to treat with decency. not to mention the weather. thank you.

malo srpski malo engleski. dizvinete.

ono kad vam prepričavam za vortex i to, vrtlog, vrtešku, zamajac, pa vam se malo manta al fino, eto sad je takvo vreme. leto, kraj škole krunisan savršenom izvedbom 'makbeta'' u školskoj produkciji sa mesje gvozdenom u naslovnoj, maestralno odigranoj, kad smo kod toga, na odmoru sam, pakovanje.... jes. jes. hvala lepo. još, pliz.

pre neki dan sunce stajalo mirno, sutra se pomračuje mesec prvi put u godini. aj da... šta drugo? uživamo!

u tom smislu očekujemo da nas avio prevoznici i personal pearl jam tretiraju sa doličnim uvažavanjem, o vremenskim uslovima da ne govorimo. fala.


živi bili!

play well!

someone was mentioning flying carpets today. ah, i so agree, let's fly.

midsummer, the long_est day of a year, meaning the most beautiful? sure, one in a long (golden) strain.



if you prefer flying, be my guest. if you simply enjoy the ride like high amongst the waves, glad you came along.




najduži! ima neke simbolike u tome. baš volim.
srećan vam najduži dan, najlepši pa tako nadalje niz zlatni niz...

and appropriate tune, of course.

mi odosmo. još malo, al idemo, evo za neki dan. vodim dete na koncert pearl jam. reči zna, ume da peva glasno ko majka mu, nosi dugu kosu, dobar je đak i ne vidim nijedan razlog da se to ne odigra baš sad. danas završi školu, sutra palimo, preksutra koncert. a onda sve ostalo. nice.

karte su stigle.





mislim, stigle su odavno, sastavljam spisak želja. dakle, mr vedder, mr mccready, mr gossard, mr ament and mr cameron, kad svratite na ovu stranu, jasno će vam biti da smo mi... izbirljivi. jelte.

redosled nije bitan

you are

i got id

smile

down

present tense

garden

breath

wash

crown of thorns

undone

wma

amongst the waves


mogla bih još da zakeram. like long road and such....

pa i nije mnogo.

so, my 11 years old son and me attend pearl jam concert in holland this summer. that would be his first concert ever, his first airplane trip, his first visit to netherlands and first times here are obviously - multiple times.

he's nice young fella, knows backspacer by heart, wears long hair and plays cello, not to mention his other fine skills and manners.

and when you, mr vedder, mr mccready, mr ament, mr gossard and mr cameron come over this page, you know what to play for/with us. wish_set_list. thank you.


deco... ja samo na to mislim, sve sam manje-više zabatalila. a da. mislim i na sovu koja mi stiže za koji dan.

sa osobitim zadovoljstvom. enjoy.


pismo ljudskim bićima koja se bude - pdf


i prikladni zvuci.






hvala!