so it's official, new chinese year started and it's dragon one! how does this get any better than this? 2012, the one and only, hugging dragon. or being swept by a dragon's tail? whatever. it's good. all is good. all is well, you know that.

i am back home, back to serbia and i don't feel very thrilled about it. it's darker, denser, heavier then when we left, or have i changed? or both? whatever.

so let's just celebrate new year for the time being, not thinking of how it will be, what will happen and who's gonna (beep) whom... just ride the wave where it takes you. if you so choose.

and... today's dragon in his glory.



pic: Katsushika Hokusai, Dragon ascending Mount Fuji from 'One Hundred Views of Mount Fuji'
NASA/SDO and the AIA Consortium/Edited by J. Majo

blago nama što slavimo sve božiće i sve nove godine. blago nama što slavimo život.

baš danas, moj omiljeni adamus dade ovu predikciju. ko ne zna engleski, u dve reči, rock'n'roll godina je pred nama. yes!

hristos se rodi. ♥

‎"I would say that 2012 is the year of the rocket. Yes, the rocket, because with all of this energy, you can launch your potentials. You can launch yourself. All of this energy that’s here is going to provide what you need, all of the resources, in 2012.

It’s like a magic energy, because you don’t need to struggle with it. You don’t need to work hard with it. This energy is very, very efficient. Therefore, it’s going to work a bit different than the energies that you’re used to from the past.

This energy is here and it responds very immediately to what you are choosing. Ah! So that brings up the question, “What should I choose?” Ah, that’s up to you, my dear friends. It’s up to you, but choose without fear. Choose without holding back. Choose without judgment. Choose as a creator, knowing that this energy is going to launch you, to launch whatever you choose to do – your projects, your ideas, your self-development, your rejuvenation, your rebalancing, whatever it is. And then after you make that choice in this Year of the Rocket, with this beautiful energy, then let it go to work. Let it go to work."

Adamus, "2012: Deliverance", January 2012''



lucky us that celebrate two christmas_es, two new year_s, lucky us that celebrate life!

adamus' prediction for this year, never mind if you disbelieve predictions, let's rock and roll this year!

all is well in all of creation, so don't stop the celebration!

this is from lee harris and he knows what he talks about. believe you me. and lee.

srećna nam nova godinica.

hvala bogu da je najzad došla 2012. tolko je čekam. računam, biće bajna i šarena i cvetna.

nemoj da se neko loži da će biti smak sveta, božemeoprosti. ako i bude, biće smak ovakvog koji je do sad bio, da bi se napravilo mesta za novi. jedva čekam, baš da vam kažem. ko što sam jedva dočekala da dođe ova godina, zbog koje sam se rodila, ovo vreme, zbog koga sam se rodila.

prvi put sam dočekala novu godinu na moru. posle jebenih pola veka, ne znam šta sam tolko čekala. malteška nova godina je skromna u našem seocetu, jedan gost i nas troje domaćina, dobro vino, večericu kuvao šković, tortu umesio saher, gvozden otvarao šampanjac, a pedro se smejao svojim belim zubima.

sijajte, radujte se, nema veze šta nam se u životima dešava, broji se samo to da smo živi i dok je tako, sve je promenljivo, ko da niste znali? i to promenljivo zavisi samo od nas, poštovani majstori kreacije, sami crtamo, sami ostvarujemo, uvek smo i samo sami odgovorni za sve što nam se dešava. ko da niste znali...

ovo je od gandalfa.

gandalf is back!



so, master creators, happy 2012. that we have been waiting for so long, for which we came into this existence. i can hardly wait to see new earth, new world, new everything.

my first new year by the sea. in our little village in malta we spent new year's eve in modest manner, goran was cooking, saher made a cake, gvozden opened champagne, pedro was smiling a lot with his bright smile and me... i was just beautiful. how does it get any better than this?

shine, enjoy, rejoice! all is well in all of creation, let's have more celebration!

celebration, eh? sure. celebrate whatever and whenever you grab a chance. just like us.

merry christmas everyone! enjoy life.

zima. i jeste zima, ladno bre. i kako dolikuje, opet pominjem prirodne pojave, danas najkraći dan. za uživati u lenstvovanju. ahem. jedino ako ljudski rod ne uživa u lenstvovanju, zimi smo najaktivniji, škola, pozorišna sezona, rintanje, sve mimo prirode. lenji smo leti, vrućina...

kad se osvrnem na prošli zimski solsticij, vidim... mnogo se promenilo. na prvi pogled ne izgleda da je tako, al na drugi, a tek na unutrašnji pogled, da ne kažem na pogled ka unutra... sve je drugačije.

spolja posmatrano, neki su se rodili, neki su prešli s druge strane vela, neki su otputovali, neki su se naljutili, neki su prišli, a neki se razišli. vreme promena. i suptilnih i cunami obojadisanih. i kao što mi lepo kažemo, ovo je vreme najbolje.

mene nije uhvatila novogodišnja nervoza. imam si nekih prečih događaja pre i od nove godine, prvu reprizu u subotu, pakovanje u nedelju, let u ponedeljak. izgledno je da ću ove sezone izbeći gužvu u samoposluzi i ekstra dekoraciju kuće, idem na more i nadam se odmoru dok ne prođu sve nove godine i svi božići i hanuke i šta sve još ima...

lepo se kaže u donjem linku. linearno vreme nestaje, pazite šta mislite jer what you think, you will get. slično tome se kaže i u našoj predstavi, vreme koje postoji samo u našem univerzumu, raspada se i to mu daje veliko ubrzanje...

da spavamo u najdužu noć, pa ćemo posle da sviramo rokenrol. a u to će i nova zemlja, nova godina, nova era. novi mi.






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i like to mention these events like solstice, full moon, eclipses... i'm kinda pagan oriented? might be, living with nature and acknowledging her is what i like to do. it's nice to breath with gaia.

so this winter solstice for us north from the line, i tried to remember how and who i was last winter and i see... so much changed. on subtle and not_so_subtle level. it's a bit different on the outside, but much has changed inside. not that it's other me, but it is. other, or another me. and i enjoy her very much and welcome her, because she's the one i've been waiting for.

this year i don't have much time to care about holiday season, food, presents, decorations. all of it i'm gonna miss with no regret, since i travel to mediterranean island to spend some time relaxing, enjoying the wind, waves and two gentlemen of mine

this is the best of times, as we like to say, waste it not, but enjoy, relax, embrace the changes that are unfolding. enjoy the time that is collapsing and new era emerging, enjoy your new year, new dna, new body, new you.

let me sleep it's christmas time, eddie would say... and later we shall play rock'n'roll, says me. what else is possible?

all is well in all of creation, so don't miss the celebration!

excuse my french. but really.

kupovala sam karte za neke koncerte pearl jam sledećeg leta u evropi. what a freaking nightmare. pretprodaja je pukla posle ciglo 20 minuta, na blam i 10 kluba i servisa za dilovanje. ondak smo sa svim smrtnicima kupovali na regularnoj prodaji. general sale. pošto sam čekala samo amsterdam, nisam kidisala na skandinaviju i ostala mesta, al vidim prekjuče kako ima karata za berlin i pazarim. i danas amsterdamska prodaja, do mojega, f5 do besvesti, pa neće da mi prevede sa holandskog na engleski, pa mi ne prima karticu, pa zovem banku, oni mi kažu nema dovoljno para, pa idem da uplatim i puknem dok sam se vratila, pa ubace još jedan koncert sutradan, pa ubace još karata za 26. jer je bio prodat, kupim za 26. onda sve ispočetka za 27. tako da score, nije lošo. imam jednu za stajanje za 26, što mi donosi wristband jer sam član kluba i jednu sa sedenje za 27. juna. ah, divota. i jednu za berlin.

dal mi je laknulo? jeste.

kaće juni?! i juli naravski.



so i tried to buy tickets for certain pearl jam europe concerts next year. in pre-sale via 10 club. they crashed some 20 minutes after the start and we all had to go for general sale with the rest of the world which was not easy at all. it was beep! drama. ok, i bought kind of painless one ticket for berlin which i didn't planned really, but for amsterdam which i planned... servers down, then tickets sold, then i manage to find other seats, but i had not enough money on my card, so i went to bank to pay more, queue in the bank, and then i could not get through, online queue, queue... two browsers, several tabs opened, f5, link to that, click to this...

how did i fucken get here?

finally i managed to score two tickets for two amsterdam shows besides one for berlin gig. oh my... well, even this might be totally inappropriate for my age, i totally accept myself. and tickets.

what else is possible for that matter?

photo pearl jam

imala sam premijeru, pre tri dana, na pomračenje. naš teatar buđenje izveo je svoju prvu premijeru, stolice ili 23. vek, po jonesku. lola kroker und mua, ona predstava što je radimo od onomad. onaj ''jeste_mogle_da_izaberete_teži'' komad.

epa, sad je gotov i na radost publike počeo je da se prikazuje u domiću, to jest dečjem kulturnom centru što smo ga nekad zvali dom pionira. nije dečja predstava, jonesko bre, al u domiću nam je bilo fino i gostoprimljivo i ostale smo tamo. fala!


bilo je supersonic, of course. i na samoj premijeri i na probama i kad je krenula frka i sastavljanje scenskih i filmskih delova i kad smo menjale sve iz korena i opet se vraćale na početak i uopšte. what else is possible? radost kreacije. kako god da su okolnosti frustrirajuće, radost kreacije je nemerljiva.

u subotu se mislim, evo, još jedan dan i onda će sve biti po starom. al neće. i baš dobro, to jest, tome smo se i nadali, da neće.

sve smo same uradile. nije nikakav heroizam u pitanju, već je bilo da žene same vode pozorište i u tome su uspešne, čak i ovde, al ipak, nas dve same, sa malo kinte od skupštine grada, sa osetnim manjkom svega osim motiva i inspiracije. hvala svima koji su pomagali profesionalno i svim srcem, koji su nas bodrili od početka do kraja. hvala i smetačima, bez njih naše ubeđenje ne bi bilo ovako veliko.



all is well in all of creation.

jebiga, moram da zabeležim da je jedanaesti jedanaesti jedanaeste. baš sam i čekala ovaj dan, za šta ne znam tačno, al eto ga.
dobro je. baš je nešto dobro.

svi daju savete šta da se danas radi, deca u školama zamišljaju želje, neko meditira sa kolektivom diljem sveta, neko samo zna, kao ja i ne radi ništa dibiduz.



ovo je slika jedinstvenog, jednog jedinog. iz knjige znanja što je data mevlani carigradskoj kroz alfa kanal. mda.

so, just to put down that it's 11.11.11. which some of us have been waiting for some time.

it is good. all is good. and i pretty much enjoy this day.

people choose to do different things today. kids at schools, like my son's, made a wishes at 11:11, somebody chooses to meditate with the group or alone, i choose just to be and enjoy. melt. but not meltdown. i just know it's today. opening the star-gate.

the picture shows the one and only, unique one from the knowledge book given by mevlana through alpha channel currently above constantinopolis.

as you know, all is well in all of creation, so let's have a celebration!

vetar se digao. mesec je mlad u škorpiji. ovo je vreme najbolje.

išla sam u amsterdam da vidim grinaveja i majdu. i snjež. i marinu. i damaris. i grega ofkors. naučila sam da pletem korpe. ovog puta nisam videla pearl jam kao obično.

sad, još malo pa 11.11. onda 10.12. ah, svako ima svoj datum, a nekad i svi imaju jedan, kad je cunami, il pomračenje il neki drugi planetarni događaj. drž'mo se.

svetlana, srećan rođendan! budi srećna, samo to.

danas je eto dan kad mislim baš na sve svoje prijatelje diljem sveta. mnogo mislim i na lynn koja je u bankoku gde su poplave. i na marcie u sunčanoj kaliforniji, cat negde u planinama. hvala vam za vas. a aurora se pokazala gde nikad nije.

danas je dan kad na loop vrtim ovu pesmu.





wind is wild, moon is new. this is the best of times. what else is possible?

i went to amsterdam to see one exhibition and many beautiful people.

today is the day when i think of all of my friends around the world. svetlana has her birthday, happy birthday, dear. i think of lynn in bangkok where the floods are and marcie in sunny california and cat in the mountains. and many more... everywhere. thank you for you, my friends.

this is the day when i play this song on the loop.

hang on. all is well in all of creation.